It just came unreasonably, and I don't know why.
Maybe it's because the unpredictable future, all the stuff to be finished.
I can't tell directly.
Sometimes I feel to talk, but not feel to talk about anything meaningful.
I'm not able to describe what I feel now, maybe eager to relax, maybe a little bit tired, or even jealous.
To find someone to share might be a good choice, as long as I know how to phrase it.
I'm quite starving right now, for the taste of freedom, or those stuff had just fade away for quite a long time.
When I saw Rita's blog, mentioned her need of boyfriend, I somehow agree with her.
Maybe not necessarily for one specific person to accompany.
After struggling in these days, it felt better when there are always some guys that I can spend time, hang around with.
Realizing myself as a senior is probably one answer of my mood now, just like what I said.
I don't have much in my life now, and I can't afford to lost any.
The miss of the teenager's life is recently getting stronger.
To have nothing to worried about.
Maybe there were still some, but not that much now.
These mood always bump into my mind when I sit here, with my laptop in front of me.
In the past, bad mood can usually fade away while the very next day I woke up.
But it seems not to be the same this time, for the long-term sadness.
Everything is just in a hurry, but I don't know whether I can follow up.
I always try to do my best, however, not working every time.
Whenever talking about the future, plan is always a uncertainty to me.
Going to Tao Yuen after 11/20, sounds like a way to release myself.
My life looks like a peaceful little boat in the ocean, but is that true? I can't tell...
Leaving my software development project behind is such a guilt for me right now.
However, it's already a productive night, for those OS knowledge that I have absorbed.
See you tomorrow, use cases.
Maybe it's because the unpredictable future, all the stuff to be finished.
I can't tell directly.
Sometimes I feel to talk, but not feel to talk about anything meaningful.
I'm not able to describe what I feel now, maybe eager to relax, maybe a little bit tired, or even jealous.
To find someone to share might be a good choice, as long as I know how to phrase it.
I'm quite starving right now, for the taste of freedom, or those stuff had just fade away for quite a long time.
When I saw Rita's blog, mentioned her need of boyfriend, I somehow agree with her.
Maybe not necessarily for one specific person to accompany.
After struggling in these days, it felt better when there are always some guys that I can spend time, hang around with.
Realizing myself as a senior is probably one answer of my mood now, just like what I said.
I don't have much in my life now, and I can't afford to lost any.
The miss of the teenager's life is recently getting stronger.
To have nothing to worried about.
Maybe there were still some, but not that much now.
These mood always bump into my mind when I sit here, with my laptop in front of me.
In the past, bad mood can usually fade away while the very next day I woke up.
But it seems not to be the same this time, for the long-term sadness.
Everything is just in a hurry, but I don't know whether I can follow up.
I always try to do my best, however, not working every time.
Whenever talking about the future, plan is always a uncertainty to me.
Going to Tao Yuen after 11/20, sounds like a way to release myself.
My life looks like a peaceful little boat in the ocean, but is that true? I can't tell...
Leaving my software development project behind is such a guilt for me right now.
However, it's already a productive night, for those OS knowledge that I have absorbed.
See you tomorrow, use cases.
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